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Happy Valentine's Day!!!! 
14th-Feb-2005 07:32 pm
Grave Lying
Howdy doody! So what's been happening over this side of the universe on the day of lurve? Well, being single, not much. hehe. You know I actually forgot it was Valentine's day today. The radio had to remind me this morning. This is the first year in my entire life I haven't thought about, or even fretted over, Valentine's Day (ie. the fact that I'm not attached to anyone). And I know exactly why that is. For the first time in my life I'm unexplicably happy, and utterly devoted to my new found compadres. For the first time I can recognise that there are a bunch of ppl out there that care about me as much as I care about them. And I have to say, it's a great feeling.

So speaking of Valentine's, why not get into the wonderful history of my life that shows what a Valentine's dud I am? I've been alive 25 years now, and never had a proper Valentine's Day yet. I've only once had a boyfriend on Valentine's (my last actually... and that was a while ago), but we only hooked up probably about 3 days b4 that. So I didn't actually expect anything, although he was rattling on about how he was going to send flowers to my work when we spoke on the phone that night. Crazy, crazy, I tell ya. He didn't even know my work address. But sadly, being the little romantic I am, I long for the day when I will get that ultimate surprise of flowers showing up for me. The only time I ever did get a flower on Valentine's was back in high school. Our fantastically wonderful maths teacher sent anonymous flowers out to all the girls in his maths class. I was incredibly overjoyed. It was such a sweet manouver. That guy rocked, I have to say. He made my day that day. This year, well, I didn't get any flowers. As a matter of fact, no-one at my work did, which I thought was kind of odd. But the guy at the bank, Michael, who we nickname "my boyfriend" because he's always asking after me if I don't show up every day, well he served me today when I insisted upon going (I was absolutely falling asleep at work which I couldn't understand - I listened to Mel and ran out and got iron tablets the other week to stop me from almost knocking myself out at work. Thankfully they've notched me up from almost unconcious to just plain tired now - but today it wasn't working for some reason), so my one and only "Happy Valentine's Day" message came from him when he wished me so at the bank. Caught me completly by surprise, but I wished him one back. So that was kinda funny being as "my boyfriend" wished me Happy Valentine's Day.

So not much really happened today. The Vax system broke down so I had to use the dinosaur compters again to do the banking, and watch the switchboard from over my shoulder. I had this whole morning planned of sitting there playing Wyatt/Bianca tunes on the front computer, but cause I moved I didn't really get to stay there and listen for long. *sigh* Oh well. Oh, reminds me, our video came back today and they salvaged my Cold Case tape. So that means I have cutie pie Marisol and the video player didn't eat her on me! Yay! *happy dance*

I'm taking a break from my fic now. I finished the fairytale bit, but now I have to get onto the first ugly horrid memory, and I'm not quite sure how to write it. Should I go straight out for the graphic violence, or just stick with the aftermath I had originally planned? Needless to say it's probably the equivalent of 3 and a half pages at the moment, hardly enough for a complete update. I refuse to post anything less than 6 pages. Well 5 if I'm desperate. But it's taking so long to write it's aggravating. I stole my brother's headphones back to try and block out other distractions, but I don't know it isn't helping too much. A little but not much. I'm actually listening to Ryan Cabrera now, so I'm not even half concentrating on what I should be. Also I decided to take some of those quizzes as well just to "free my mind" (yes, damn Drew, got me hooked on Lyndsay Lohan now *rolls eyes*).

Death, the second of The Endless, you are responsible for ending all lives and taking them to your realm, from which no one ever returns. You are bright, positive, happy, optimistic%2
Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.


Which Endless are you?
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Oh I love this, I absolutely love this. Told you I was morbid. haha. So, let me see, I never was scared of death, now I know why - I am death! *evil laugh* So now that's out of my system... be afraid, people, be very afriad. ;)

Snow Sprite
Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful
You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, your like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.


.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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I'm a living fantasy? Woohoo! hehe. Well I think other ppl think I'm mysterious, but as far as me loving the cold? Brr. Not really. I'm a summer child. I love to be warm.

Rain
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Um... yep, yep & yep. And thankfully I'm not in a crying mood because that is so true. *sigh*

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Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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Ah, well, this doesn't surprise me. I'll agree to all that. Only now I look really depressed... hmm. And prettiest person in the world? Hardly. Or *cough* should I say I wish?

HASH(0x8b6cb10)
The Goddess of Flora and Sadness. You are a natural
dreamer. Always loyal and tranquil, you can
make anyone feel safe and you are exceptionally
thoughtful. You are a delicate beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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Daydreamer. Loyal and tranquil. Yup that's me. :)

HASH(0x88c68f4)
You are too innocent and sweet for your own good.


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Awww. Awww. I love this. Beautiful pic. Wanna hug it. hehe. That is me. Me entirely.

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You're Faith! Yikes!! You've tried to kill the
Slayer. Now try to ayyune for what you've
done. Warning... It'll take a very, very long
time.
"Yeah, you're not the only chosen anymore.
Just gotta live like a perso. How's that
feel?" Talking to Buffy.


What Buffy the Vampire Slayer Character are you?
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Faith. How do I get my fave character? Lonely, misunderstood girl. Maybe I'm just as crazy as her ;)

tired girl
You are a autum. You are a quiet person. You
really dont' have much to say about anything
unless you are spoken to. You are like the
season spring in your mellow ways. You really
don't get mad really easily. You are very laid
back and a mystery to most. Most men like it.
;)


What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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*chokes on last comment* Really? Are you serious? And no-one told me this b4? LOL. Absolutely correctness. I'm really quiet, and only usually speak when spoken too. That's cause I have sucky conversational skills, and couldn't start a conversation to save my life ;)

you're a angel of death
you're an angel of death and destruction. you like
hurting others and chaos.


what kind of angel are you?
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Death again. Fair enough. Funnily enough sounds like Wyatt - ooh ooh can I have him coach me? ;) hehe.

So I guess I should go do something useful now. And perhaps put something else on apart from Ryan Cabrera. And Cold Case is on in half an hour *happy dance* I did have some wonderful insightive stuff to put in here today, but I'm since forgotton it all. Bad short term memory *grumble* Let's hope we fair better tomorrow with it.
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