July 24th, 2005

Grave Lying

Lacking inspiration. :(

Why is it sometimes I can repeat tunes a thousand times with never ending inspiration to go with it - I can see scenes in my head, the more I play the tune the more the words start to form... and then I have moments like now when things are just blank to me where I can't see what I once saw. I don't understand it. I wish I could just have it there all the time.

Things haven't been all bad today though. Okay there's been good moments and not so good ones, but it's quite far from anything like... say Fridayish (or whenever the last time was I was down). I didn't sleep too well last night, mostly cause it was rather cold, for the first time I did actually have to switch the electric blanket on all night, and the second oh-so-not nice reason was the damn alarms that kept going off like every 20 mins outside my window. I swear by the 4th time, or even the 6th, I just gave up and dragged myself out of bed much earlier than I wanted to be. My parents went out, so I was making myself breakfast and no sooner had I sat down to talk to Julie then I started bawling my eyes out. It was all over what was in my last lj post. I don't even know why it crossed my mind while I was making breakfast. But, you know, it did go away. Oh news just informed me it was -2 last night. There ya go. Anyway... cause Russell beat me in the shower, and Melly gave me permission last night, I decided to update B's journal. Following that I had my shower then went back to my fic and finally finished up the prequel scene I needed to write. I thought I'd be able to finish the chapter but, you know, inspiration is lacking now and I don't know why. :(

To my surprise my brother came out asking me if I wanted to go to the movies, to which I jumped at the chance cause I wanted to see Fantastic Four and had no-one to go with. So we went and saw that and it was great! I love the powers and stuff. The characters were well played and it was actually quite funny. I think I'd rate it the 2nd fave comic book film after XMen. There's something I just love about XMen that I can't quite put my finger on, but far outweighs the others, and it's so good to be able to see a good movie nowadays. Mind you the kids films look like crap, but oh well... I'm not a kid anymore so I don't need to worry about that.

Anyway I've decided to steal something from Melly again since that's what I always do *snicker* But I'm cutting it *nods*

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