August 6th, 2005

Grave Lying

Trying to get the brain to work...

K feeling kinda tired, kinda unwell... trying to generate some thoughtage for my fic so I can continue (And possibly finish) this chapter. I challenged Mel to a fanfic writing comp last night to see who could finish first (although she had like a 4 page head start on me LOL) and I was so pleased that she posted. :D Things worked out really well for her. And I got up to almost three pages, finished one scene, and thought that would be enough for the night (was 2am by this point). The next scene was inspired by The Island and I actually need some energy for it, which I seem to not have at the moment, but at least if I can get my mind motivated enough I might still be able to pull it off.

I'm actually really excited about doing B's journal tonight cause I get to change pictures :D (yeah, see I get happy over little things like that) But I wanna leave that until later cause I want to do some fic and prove to myself I have actually done something today - apart from sleep. I did take mum out shopping and, lo and behold, came home with more stuff for myself. I bought 2 skirts (one green with sequins at the base, the other black & white, both flowy) and a belt (white with round bits) on Thursday night, and today I bought myself another skirt (it's kinda purply brown tie-dyed style - should go with those fairy tops I bought ages ago at the Mind Body Spirit festival) and a green top which I'm fairly happy with. :D Didn't really like it on the rack but I convinced myself to try it on just for the hell of it. And it looked good enough on, was happy. Strange thing about all these clothes I have been trying on, they all appear to be too big for me. I don't think I've lost weight... I don't know if running around with the musketeers and not being able to eat properly has had anything to do with it. *shrug* Tis interesting, but I freak out at the fact of trying on a lower size, because I know I waver within the same range and I'm just worried my weight will go back up :S Yes, I know, I'm weird.

Okay and just to prove that I was trying to get the brain to function, I took a few quizzly things too:

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Hmm one thing that's gonna keep me from this fic... fact I have to keep chauffeuring people around today. Seems nobody wants me here :(
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