I can't write. I was given ideas at work and I can't seem to get them out of me. I succeeded in getting a quarter page done but, argh, I don't know where I'm going atm. Having one of those "I just want to give up" moments but I don't think neither other ppl nor myself is going to let me.
So I had a few lucky breaks at work today. I feel quite proud of myself that I actually managed to reset the phone system without screwing things up too badly (hey, I only disconnected one guy, and he's been a right royal pain-in-the-ass meanie to me for months now so he damn well deserved it).
So I should really be in bed cause I'm meant to be shopping for Costume material tomorrow, but I'm so darn lazy I haven't even got out the pattern. Eek. No wonder I'm so unorganised nowadays. Let's see if I can get myself into gear tomorrow.
Notice I have really short paragraphs tonight? See, no wonder I can't write. Must be a head block up there somewhere :S Oh oh I beat Leo at checkers :D I can be proud of that, I usually lose. haha. Um, guess there were a few people incredibly important and close to me who had not so very happy nights. *hugz* to those if they read this. More than likely not. I made an extra special effort to be there for them tonight and not, I dunno, as hopeless as I have been lately. Invested in a bit of courage I guess. I like to think I'm helpful, even if my advice isn't warranted or they think it's completely useless. And yeah, ok, I get philisophical but that's just the way I am. At least I don't feel like such a screw-up tonight.
So with the darling turtle the only one updating of late, I've stolen some of her tests. Results below:
The Oracle What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla
haha, see see! I'm good at giving advice. ;) Nah, u see, goes to show I really am philosophical. :D
Begging for money on the street and scammering
through the gabage for what little scraps of
food you could get, life was tough. At least
now you don't take anything for granted Who were you in your past life? brought to you by Quizilla
Oh well, I'll just go begging on the streets with Zarina then ;) At least we're not alone. :D hehe.
You are an old soul writer--neither a pantser (who
writes by the seat of her pants) nor a plotter
(who plots out a book before writing it).
You're a person who values serendipity and
spontaneity, but also realizes the benefit of
having an idea where a story is going before
you write it. You may make up an outline or
have a plan for a book, and write something
totally different, but that's OK. You're not
comfortable writing without having at least
some idea of where the story is going, but you
also like the freedom to change the story from
what you originally planned. You're a born
writer who realizes the value of serendipity. What Kind of a Writer Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
True true true. I couldn't believe how true this was. I'm was laughing and blushing the whole way through reading it. And u guys know how true it is with the amount of fretting I do over my stories ;)
you are a romance novel what type of book are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Odd since I don't read romance novels :S But all those characteristics are 100% true.
You are a water witch. Beautiful and intuitive, you
draw your power from the water. You can be
tranquil and terrible at one and the same time
and might be described as "moody."
You appreciate literature and may be a
poet/writer. Graceful and powerful as the water
itself, the rest of us envy your ability to
love and be loved by others. What kind of 'witch' are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Um, okay, I'm only agreeing to moody because of the state I've been in lately. I guess one of the great things about being Saggi is the fact that there's some kind of astrological gift given to us that the sun in always shining. And with that in mind, the fact that we get low (and I get real low cause of that whole emotional Pisces in my moon sign), it is without a doubt that we can always bounce back really well from it. As u can see by the sadness in previous updates, I have been running around as cheerful as anyone today. I hope no-one takes it for ignorance or whatever cause its not, its just great to be able to let sleeping dogs lie and move on with your life. Start each day fresh if u can, and you'll be the better for it. And just an additional point of the above quiz, yeah I like the poet/writer thing! :D
Well that's it from me. Another update that's not so long and not quite so interesting but, eh, I'm not making any future promises. When the brain's a-working again I might give u more insight ;)