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12th-Feb-2005 04:53 pm
Grave Lying
Alrighty, decided I might as well do this now. Haven't got Melly boo here to entertain me cause she's entertaining some kiddies instead ;)

So, let's see, after crashing at about 3am (a good hour after I had planned to go to bed - see what your buddies do for u ;) ), I managed to drag myself outta bed around 11 something AM with a whopper of a headache. This, for the most part, confused me because it's not like I slept in. There was a good 8 hour sleep there (which is scientiffically a predisposed normal day of sleep, something I very rarely get) so there was no excuse for oversleeping or anything. Hmm.

So I got to chat to El this morning seconds b4 she headed to bed, which was pretty nifty. Can't even really remember what we were discussing. Oh, quizzes, that was one. Um I think movies was in there somewhere. I remember her telling me how cold she was. And I remember how we were saying what a fantastic writer Mel is. And how much I loved everyone... see I was making myself cry again. Gee I'm sad, I think I haven't spent a day not crying over the past week! But, u know, great way to cheer yourself up is accidentally knock a bunch of CDs flying and have U2 reset your computer for u by falling on the keyboard. So that interrupted the deep & meanigful convo, but u know it had me laughing instead of crying so that was all good. That's about it, I'm blanking on the rest. Quite sad being as it was only 5 or 6 hours ago. LOL.

So back to fanfic land. After I tried to please my mother by doing what she said, cleaning my room for a good hour and a half to the tunes of Goo Goo Dolls (and, yes, may I say I discovered some more tunage for my Bianca fic *grin*), I wandered back to my computer to attempt this thing. Opened up the wrong file to type in, but luckily I realised what I was doing and fixed that quick smart. So glad I have Chris-Crossed on my computer now, made it incredibly easy to find the parts of the episode I needed. Namely little Bianca, and Bianca crashing her home (although I'm not putting that bit in yet, I was trying to get a good grip on the personality of the mother). Interesting fact though which I realised during my 10 min interval of hanging the washing out - we spend so much time focused on Chris that sometimes we forget or don't realise what's going on with the other characters. Today's thoughtage alerted me to the fact that Bianca actually did change the future as well - providing her mother with some wise words of wisdom about not lying to her. Interestingly enough, I think that backs up my version of Bianca, the nicer version not the completely cold one. So now I don't feel so bad about the fact that I can make her actually care about other ppl. I knew it was in her, just from the future scenes, but all the puzzle pieces didn't click together until I realised that just before. If her mother hadn't lied to her, she wouldn't be as cold or agressive as she has become, so I'm pretty glad about that. Actually I probably shouldn't ramble about it in here cause if I let it escape my head it might hinder the imagination factor.

Anyway, let's get onto some funness. More quizzes!

Info Grey
Your Heart is Grey


What Color is Your Heart?
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LMAO speaking of Bianca.... ok, no, really I think this is pretty spot on. It's hilarious actually. I love it. Ok I shouldn't have mentioned that girl's name... now I'm travelling back into those thoughts of how much personal experience I can invest in the girl. Must save that for later. I'm seriously not up to that bit yet. I don't know why my imagination insists on writing scenes that are much further down the track than where I actually am at the moment. Grr. Thankfully I got 2 pages completed for the next update now though. Only another four to go *rolls eyes*

holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Awwww. Okay, I admit, I do take things pretty slowly. What can I say, I suck? LOL. No I guess it's just everything has to be meanigful for me, and perfect, and yeah I just like someone to always be there. *hugz*

2
PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.



~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Um... ok. LOL. Okay, so I'll admit something's got to be there in the first place. But as far as the rest goes, I'll let u know when I've actually had a decent relationship ;) haha.

romantic
You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Oh and the quiz gives me good news - my guy's only just around the corner! Wohoo! LOL. Doubt I should believe that when nameless horoscopes and stuff have been saying the same thing for years... but, anyway, we all knew I was a romantic - I scored 80% on that in the quiz last update ;)

bell
You,re a very depressed, lonely person. Something
happened to you that changed your point of view
on life or maybe you always been this way. You
don't have any friends because you dont see the
point in making them they will just leave
anyway so why bother or maybe you just dont
want them. But try and stay positive there are
people who love you, so dont push them away
they just want to help. You might be scared to
make friends because you think they might hurt
you, but they won't, good friends always stay
together so try and make some.


Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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Um, ok, maybe possible once... but now I have my beautiful net friends *hugglies* who I love to death and I'm not pushing them away. Nope, not ever, not for any money in the world. So of course now reality people hate me and think I'm unsociable (note people, just argued with my mother over this only 10 mins ago).

So can I say I'm a little annoyed with the fact that my family keep planning things without me? They were going to go out to dinner, and of course I just get told about it today. I don't get asked to do things, I get told to do them. But I've just been informed they're not going now. It was for my parents anniversary (seriously, do I have to be there? It's not like they even care about it themselves!) but cause I didn't want to go suddenly the whole world falls apart and it's my fault again. *sigh* Well I suppose u can tell I'm peeved. Apparently I can't stay away from this computer (um, ppl please remind me - where was I for about 3 hours last night? Where was I this morning? And where am I going tonight - ie. movies with Russ to see Hide & Seek @ 9:30pm). Argh. Ok, well, that's enough from me.
Comments 
12th-Feb-2005 12:24 pm (UTC) - UM?!
Hmm, so ya missed me while I was away? How sweet, next time you can come play in the ball pit, it's fun! Secondly you were talking about my writing? Why would you want to do that? That's bad, no good. Uh uh. Anyway whatever, I was coming down to this point, and I happened to re-read that and freaked out. The last part, dude, good thing you're not letting us go, because I know for a fact, your going to have a hard time getting rid of me. ;) And I think your spinning absolute bullshit about reality people hating you and thinking your unsociable - um ah, unless you're me, that's not possible. I am the most unsociable person in the universe. Unless I want to be - You'll see in June. Don't worry about your parentals, they'll um well maybe might, ease up eventually. If not, when the time comes and they're all old and can't take care of themselves, you can send them to live with Russ. :p
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